nothing is as beautiful

lykiecherry @ 2003-11-17T18:10:00

2003-11-17T07:10:10Z

changed journals!

This is a special memory post

2003-11-09T02:00:04Z

This is for Curl's beautiful cat Podgy, whom was run over last night (by someone who didn't even have the decency to move him off the road) and died. :`((((((((((( He was such a beautiful cat and only 1 year old. :(:( So sad.
I'm so sorry it happened Curl :(:(:(:( It's so hard losing a pet.

Love you

edit: Rest in peace, Podgy

and that's 1 for procrastination! 0 for kylie! :/ :/

2003-10-09T00:36:27Z

Got this from Cwis ;D

Pick a band and answer using only that band's song titles.
Band: Hanson (who else? ;p)

*Your mom: surely as the sun
*Your dad: we all know
*Your first best friend: with you in your dreams
*Your current best friend: thinking of you
*Your Ex: weird
*Your first true love: sure about it
*Your current love (if you have one): never let go
*The government: poison ivy (technically it's a cover, but meh)
*War: misery/soldier
*The place where you grew up: i wish that i was there
*Your first sexual experience: strong enough to break ;p
*Your best sexual experience: can't stop (heee)
*Getting drunk: mmmbop
*The person you dislike the most: you never know/where's the love?

p.s first love = current love :)

two HEARTS one LOVE

2003-10-07T14:02:58Z

happy anniversary to me and ryan!! :) it's been 18 months (& i can't believe he's not sick of me yet! ;)
this layout is dedicated to him :) i love you ryan!

lykiecherry @ 2003-09-28T21:26:00

2003-09-28T11:26:24Z

hi kate :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CURL!!!! (KYLIE!)

2003-08-30T03:30:27Z

♥ it's ma CURL's BIRTHDAY!!! (everlong77)

I LOVE YOU CURL!!

*mwah!!!!!*

♥♥♥

nobody lingers like, your hands on my heart aaaand

2003-08-09T01:30:53Z

(nobody figures likeee, you figure me out!!!)

my journal will now have half to most of it's entries being locked.

love!

winds the clock back

2003-07-27T14:01:28Z

hallo!

i decided to update due to popular demand (not). lalalalaaaa. i don't have much to say though.
carmen's birthday outing was ok.. we met up at townhall, went to star city, realised we were being stalked by nick, had dinner and then ryan came in :) lol after he came in, most of the others (*squints at the others*) left, leaving me, ryis, zhen and moey standing there wondering what to do...
laura and the soccer boys (and alice and shafei) decided to come to the city! after getting drinks from easy way we were greeted by pete, steven and xiu. the others decided on the pancake place so then we headed there. yumm pancakes and ice cream. :D~

then we walked to circular quay and went to some hotel bar/pub and laura and i got to try those new green apple archers! :D some of us danced a bit. ryis and i did some grease dancing moves on the dancefloor. luckily none of the others could see us dancing, ehehe. well except maybe for alice and shafei who were the only ones out of the others dancing as well!! laura joined in a bit later ;)

then it was like 2 so we decided to head on home. ryis, laura and i had to get the train to central then get the night ride bus. we had no idea where the night ride bus came at central, but luckily there was this other guy just as lost as us. so he did all the finding out for us. ;)

today i went with curl to a cafe in pennant hills. it was very niceeeee!! our second time there. lol, well actually i got this banana flavoured soda with ice cream thing.. it was so weird. i've never had a banana flavoured fizzy drink!! (i know curl LOVED it! rahahar!!!) then we went for a drive to hornsby where she showed me her old house. the streets there are nice and steep. reminds me of the ones around my uni! then we went to a maccas drive thru and got chawc shakes ;D

i'm going to ryiss uni on tuesday. because we might be going to penrith afterwards to try krispy kreme donuts! mmmm i have to start being healthy. i always say that though...

(awee oh ow ow ow) dreams can hurt by being too strange

2003-07-25T01:17:10Z

i'm sitting here waiting for ryan to awake so we can go visit my mum at work and have lunch with her.
i woke up today with a bleeding nose! it was gross, coz i rolled over and then i suddenly felt my nose get that runny feeling so i ran to the bathroom with my hand over my nose. i didn't have any tissues in my room. ;( i have absolutely no idea why i had one. :\
i had the weirdest dreams too. i dreamt i was a cat-human and even though i was walking on two feet i knew i was part cat coz i had whiskers and i could jump up high/down low, etc (and was doing it too in my dream). and then when i was about to jump out a window i turned back into a human.. so i couldnt jump! and before that i dreamt that i was buying dentabites (those thingys kittens/cat eat). then i had another dream about the marilyn manson concert. the tickets were so expensive to begin with and then gradually they kept going down because all these religious people (well i'm not sure if they were religious, but people in general..) were stopping other people from going to it.. like i think people were locked up..

sooo weird, anyone want to decipher it?

i can hear someone humming!!!! oh cute it was the cleaner.
i got my mobile yesterday. it's all good and working, except for mms which ryis is going to help me work out. oh i don't know if i said this in my last entry but it's my same old existing number (i got a simcard replacement!) ;) but i lost all my contacts. heh oh well

carmen's birthday celebration tonight. ;) we're going to tha cityyy :) funnn
xoxoxxxxx

great teacher onizuka

2003-07-23T14:04:08Z

i have a merlie on me whilst typing, she's trying to get herself comfortable on me. she's sooooo cute! she gives me little kisses. i want to keep her but ryan would never let :(
ryan and i were going to watch the real cancun tonight but then we decided to stay at his place and play cards with his mum since both adams came around to pick up something/ask something. heh, we played rummy 500 and then taught her how to play shithead. :) it was fun!
i'm not looking forward to uni restarting :( hopefully i only have to go three days again! i got my results back and i passed economy :)!! so relieved because i thought i would have to redo the subject which *shudder* is an awful thought! ryan gets his marks back tomorrow.. actually it's 12:00am now..

i'm getting a new nokia phone, 3530 (not as good as laura's one though!!! :)) and a new plan and i'm also (finally) getting another simcard. it comes tomorrow by courier i think. :)

heh, if its nice and small maybe i'll keep it in my pocket because i don't want it to get stolen again :/ thanks my beautiful curl anyway, for your motorola phone! even though i never got around to using it!!!!

i read the 2nd and 3rd last chapter of harry potter out loud to ryan last night. (that's one charisma point for me ;p) i wanted to because those chapters are like the peak (sorry to anyone who hasn't finished it..) and everytime it got to the exciting bit i would stop and go "OoOoh what happens next?!!?" and then he'd yell at me to continue reading. hehehee. >:)

ryan and i went last friday to get tickets to see michelle branch with cris and kate at the metro. i've never been to the metro so i hope it's goooooood :)

not a goodbye

2003-07-15T03:07:46Z

a BIG and loving thankyou to sehesehe for two of her codes!! thankyou thankyou thankyou, xoxoxoo!!! :)

one was for my new picture journal and the other i gave to curl (coz she wanted another lj) :) my picture journal is here
you don't have to add it, it's just something for myself really... i wanted it. so if you want to add it, be prepared to see pics of yours truly and other things ;) and don't give me crap about it ok? ok :)
by the way if you're wondering why i don't post pictures here instead, well.. i don't know. i just wanted to start fresh somewhere i guess. (and make another layout! hee) :D

My name is: kylie
I may seem: quiet, weird and silly
But I'm really: thoughtful, shy and tolerant
People who know me think I'm: hehe, you might want to ask them!
If you knew me you'd probably: think i'm weird?
Sometimes I feel: happy
My days are pretty: boring to fun, depending on what i do, whom i'm with and where i am, etc!
I like to sleep: and ain't that the truth
If i could be doing anything right now i would be: in ryans arms, or out with friends. :)
Money is: not all that.
One thing I wish I had: self confidence
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: any worries!
All I need is: lovelovelove! umm and some good friends :)
If I had one wish it would be: to make people happy
When I look in the mirror I see: me and myself
Love is: beautiful, no matter what they say
My body: is very sore at the moment
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: ask curl how she got there
If a demon crashed into my window i would: i would shoo it out with garlic. eh i don't know, or dust bust him up
If I could see one person right now it would be: ryan and friends. ha! that's more than one person!
Something I want but I don't really need is: i feel like those love heart lollies.. i don't remember where i can get them from though ;/
Something I need but I don't really want is: this aching body of mine
I live for: youuu. umm, love & all that jazz
I dare you all to: help someone (stranger) out tomorrow
I am afraid of: losing loved ones
It makes me angry when: people get hurt, injustice, etc
I dream about: anything and everything and ryan ;)
I daydream about: ryan.. and getting self confidence ;]

i want to do magic!

2003-07-07T03:30:51Z

like magicians (whom are a 10/10) and harry potter too.

*waves her wand around and screams ahboro!*
means you'll be bored if you click&read

(guaranteed to put you to sleep within the first 10 secs.. but don't mind me. i just like to write.. badly ;p)

i've been going out every night since weds, except for thurs and last night. and it feeeeels good. i think, though, my parents might be thinking otherwise ;p
on wednesday ryan and i were expecting a quiet night so we got pizza and hired out analyze that. curl called us up and asked us to go with her and cris to tristen's new place, since he just moved in that night. so we went along and when there, we met the two lesbi girls whom were sharing house with tristen and neale. it was funny because most of the night someone, either tristen or amanda were trying to make the fire bigger, so that it would completely warm up the room. (which proved to be impossible.. maybe that's why they have two fireplaces in that one room..?) anyway, ryan, curl, cris, neale and i were treated to an act of comedy by tristen while the other two girls were off chopping up firewood, whom started spraying his deodorant copiously into the fireplace and on the firewood in hopes of achieving a great big flame. lol at one stage, amongst the spraying this flame suddenly lit forth, however, not in the fireplace, but on the carpet which was covered by cardboard strips. so tristen nearly caught himself on fire, which i'm not quite sure was so funny when looking back at it now, but i think it was somewhere between him trying to put out the carpet fire and halfway through saying "i wonder if the smoke---" *beep beep beeep*. the smoke alarm activated adding much to our fruitful laughter. then tristen and neale huddled around the alarm trying to turn it off. but it was only a few moments later the rest of us see it thrown into his room in frustration. to add to that, tristen discovered his uncomfort on the other chairs and wanted a seat cris, ryan and i had taken up so graciously. he went to the other side of the room and picked up the other sofa and as soon as he heaved it up high, like the rest of us, he knew it was a really bad idea. not only did he basically corner himself with the sofa because it was too heavy, he looked as if he became apart of the sofa, as his knees buckled (ouch!) the sofa wobbled and amanda, the only one who moved as we sat their staring, lunged forwards and took the sofa off him. she looked to be stronger and much more able as she put the sofa down near the one cris, ryan and i were sitting on.

i went to ryans that night also. in the day time we watched analyze that. it was ok. not as funny as the first one i think..? afterwards, ryan let me drive around. we first went to his old primary school, then decided to head back. and i told him specifically not to choose a hard route back, so WHERE do we end up?!?!!? *scowls* on a street forcing me to turn onto the camden valley way!!!!! let me give you an image, cars going 90-100km/hr in peak hour traffic and ME (a learner..).. expected to turn into that?!!?!!? *cries* nevertheless, i was not calm and relaxed. i felt stuck and it was worse when a car appeared behind me. eh anyway i got out of there; us both alive, and with no car wreckage..

friday night was another night at hornsby rsl! we met marnix and he seemed really shy and quiet. but once you talked to him in an alcohol-induced state he opened up.., or so i gathered. at one stage, tristen started questioning him about all things 'pootube', which was, highly inappropriate, but nevertheless, funny to some extent. we were treated to a REALLY excellent magician whom at first was just coming over us to start a fight. but he started showing us all these funky tricks!! when i was able to pull my eyes away from him doing all that neat stuff, i looked around at everyone and started laughing at everyone's stunned expressions. some had their mouths open in surprise and *sigh* if only i had brought a camera.. he made a $20 note disappear (no seriously.. he rolled up his sleeves and everything), curls watch disappear, did some card tricks and made the ameythst(?) on my necklace come off while cris tied the ends and then held the ends..
that was uber cool. :D after that we spent more time in the bistro talking, until people kept disappearing off. john scared us when he walked out of the bathroom with his undergarments tucked over his overgarments (stated eloquently by ryan ;p). we thought he was joking around until redness raced to his face, when one of us told him and the rest of us doubled over laughing.
while others disappeared, curl reappeared and we headed out of the bistro and found a seat near the bar. neale joined us later and we sat around eating chips and chatting. lol curl ended up drinking someone else's wine (so cutee) and tristen was acting like his usual drunk self.

on saturday, cris, ryan and i went to the city so cris could get her 'glue' jacket. first we stopped at paddys market so cris could get a beanie and a scarf. it took her five seconds for her to get a scarf after we approached one store (they were nice and cheap! :D) it took a bit longer to get the beanie though. ryan bought me a $10 watch because my other watch is kaput! well the watch bands are, and i don't really want a super expensive watch or anything. i got to pick it out and it's so cute!
cris and i both got beanies (hers=black, mine=white) because i'm always wearing ryans and i figured it'd be nice if he didn't have me wearing his one all the time. we had lunch (kebabs) at market city, which wasn't as nice as i'd expected or thought. cris got like.. 5 chips in total after requesting a combo meal deal.
then ryan went off to lan to get some cd keys while cris and i headed to pitt street. we found her glue jacket and she debated with herself whether or not she should get it, and in the end she did! she's all set for winter now :D we went to ses whom were having their usual sale and i got a cheap white coloured jacket. i'm wearing it now...
we wanted to wait for ryan at townhall but he made us walk to his lan place and cover him. it was around 5:30-6 when we finally got back, and first we headed back to my place to get win xp cd for cris. then went back to her place so ryan could fix her computer, since cris' mother had downloaded something onto their computer which ended up into their windows not loading. ryan had to reinstall win xp and while we waited for it to install ryan and i were taught how to play this 'shithead' cards game and played with cris and her sis. it was funnnn. a little later, kate arrived and everyone had a go on cris' treadmill. cris made the treadmill go really fast for everyone so when ryan got on, and it got too fast, he tried to get off safely but only ended up falling off, his arms out flailing around, (otherwise trying to grab onto the side bars) as he was whisked off the treadmill by the speed. kate was taught shithead then we all played, and talk about beginners luck, kate won. ;)
curl called and all of us were feeling too flat or tired to go out so we couldn't go out with curl to meet antonio. sorry my curl! :((

that night ryan went home but came back over sunday afternoon so we could go visit my grandma. we got lost again, but managed to get there not too late this time. we had afternoon tea with her and i took a photo of her and ryan :) after feeding her birds and talking a bit more we left and went to roselands shopping centre to look around. we were a little apprehended with all "have you locked your car?" and "don't leave valuables in your car" or something of the like, etc on each and every pole.
we watched one of cwissy's dvds that she lent me "lost and delirious". it was kind of sad/scary, a love-besotted sadness/scariness though.. and piper perabo looks so different in it! (kind of looks like alyssa milano instead..humm)

rambled on for toooooo long once again!

take a bow

2003-07-02T03:05:39Z

this is so ryan

sell yourself; just cash in

2003-06-30T15:05:54Z

it feels odd when wondering who might be reading your journal, especially those whom you don't know very well. not that i put much personal substance in here (so it doesn't really matter...), i have another journal for that but, it. just. feels. weird. i think i already said that though. ;)
i'm not one for liking thoughts wondering what others think about me (makes me paranoid, ya know), yet i'm not one who can easily stop those kind of thoughts from seeping into my mind, let alone control them. but i'll learn one day.

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cwissy already did a recall of the previous nights but ahhhh just wanted to add my 5 cents change :)

thursday night
curl picked ryan and i up from my house at around 7-7:30pm and we headed to cris's, where we found veritys car parked in her driveway. carmen and verity were at her house too. verity wanted to go to her friend's pizza/pasta place in burwood so we went there, which was a nice change (although i missed big johns ;D) we went to eastwood hotel for a little and watched verity's friend's band play. then verity, cris and carmen decided to leave while the three of us remaining wanted to give castle hill tavern a visit... bbbb-but! we called up tristen to come along and when we got to his place, he had cleverly convinced cris to come back along and first went to check out his house to be in beecroft. it was a scaryscary house that was almost like a never ending story. opening up one door led to a room with another door connecting to another room and so on. so to find the front door and get out again you would have to get lost first. i wondered about the people that lived in the house previously... no garage but a carport, two fireplaces, an incomplete wall down one room, a huge walk-in wardrobe with numerous amount of doors and an eat-your-heart-out-curl pantry. one word = creepy...
reliving our youth we started to play hide and seek (in the dark) in the squeaky-creaky house which was beyond scariness because when the lights were out, we were as blind as bats. i was clutching onto ryan and curl so tight i think i might have hurt them ;/ it was just us three wandering around, when cris and tris disappeared into black nothingness, silent as a mouse. i didn't know how they could do it because i was so frightened. cris and tris managed to scare the wits out of ryan, curl and i as they popped out of the pantry with a big bang. i slowly adjusted to the darkness when the games of hide and seek begun properly. luckily curl and i never had to be in! i would have refused anyway.
after enough hair-raising scaring we fell back into tristens car and were no longer bothered to go to castle tav so we settled comfortably for the good ole pub in epping. just drinking and chatting the night away, with funfunfun and not a care in the world. well, not for me, no thankyou! i'm on holidays :)

friday
after the pub, curl and ryan were pleading with another whilst curl drove us home (thurs night) curl wanted to drive ryan home in the morning but ryan didn't want her to go out of her way. so the next morning arrives (with sun!?!) and curl calls us up at around 11am and suggest we go to parra. the best compromise i believe :) so the three of us had lunch there and shortly after ryan left. curl and i looked and shopped around. she made me try on a boob tube that was so not me, nevertheless i'm humoured the two of us by putting it on. but winter, brr brr too cold as well.
then we headed home :)
at night ryan came back over with his car, back from the smash repairs! we were running to the station, knowingly late, until we get a phone call from jean who tells us next train is the one to get. so we waited at the platform for about 1/2 hr. but that's okay, i had cheese naan bread :D
we met jean, tris and neale on the train, then curl, nick, andrew, duncan and john at hornsby. at the rsl cris, verity and mel appeared out of somewhere and when we were all signed in we found keno-only sofas but sat down on them anyway. after pretending to play keno i think some people actually did...
beer jugs and other drinks filled the table we sat around and it was actually quite fun lounging around and talking. who would have thought? then again with conversations surrounding jean's sex obsession, tristen's masturbation and the girl nick was tactless with at first, but managed to save himself later on.. i guess you wouldn't have thought..
the night sparkled even more when curl announced that there was an almost empty dancefloor just around the corner and we cleared out a pathway just to get there. i believe at one stage, everyone was dancing. so fun ;D after dancing we headed home, some heading off with just-arrived alan (eheh cris)
and others on the night ride bus which sped so fast on the slippery roads, i thought we would have been wrapped around some tree or pole at any moment.. or dangling from bus cords, nonetheless.

saturday
i go out too much eh? ryan had to go home early this morning because the silly smash repair people stuck on the rearview mirror upside down in his car. ;) heh. yah. i got livin' large for my sims game so i was pretty content during the day. i think im a little over-obsessed.. at night ryan and i went out to cabra-vale diggers and met up with laura, paul, penny, andrzej, zhen, adam t & s and pete. we watched people karaoke-ing (for money/prize? who knows) and dancing. i wish i had a nice voice and lots of confidence.. then i'd do it tooooooooo. looks like fun. ryan and i left after congregating in the carpark with the others and then again at andrzejs. i was a little pmsy that night.. >;)

monday night
curl invited me to go out with her and antonio (anthony) and some of his friends. she picked me up around 6:30pm and we headed out to patricks where we had a few drinks and chatted. he is SO nice and really funny. i swear, in a way, he is just like curl! some of the stories he tells, they just blow you away.. and it just makes me wonder, er ha.. more like astounds me, how people like him, that are so very nice, get hurt so much/often because they are taken advantage of so easily?!? they really are very cute together :) (you know already curl, that i hope it grows into something special, although i think what you guys have now is pretty special :)) i couldn't stop smiling...must have looked freaky to them
after a few drinks and breathalising, he drove us to bankstown to drop off one of his friends. then we headed back to penno patricks to have another drink and eat chips. then around 11:30pm we left and here i am, staying up, writing this. not quite sure why -- could be because i'm not that tired but i was earlier. funny how alcohol has such effects on you. one minute you're calling ice cubes chocolate and dropping them from your mouth into curls hand and the next trying to stay awake on the rollercoaster ride to bankstown.

end note: didn't i tell you not to bother? ;p

can i just say also, i love the fact i have so much more to talk about and say when i'm on holidays, as opposed to during university sessions... despite the fact i only go three days to uni?

the cheap version of ralph lauren is ryan lauren ;) (ehehh)

2003-06-26T06:38:49Z

wheeeee!
no more exams :) (even though i only had one...) and i basically made up the answer for part two. i really couldn't have been bothered :\ (hope i pass!) i've been wishing a lot recently that i did tafe instead. i wouldn't have minded practicality over theory.

haaa! i got ryan stuck on harry potter!! he's been reading for awhile now... ;) lol but then that means i have to wait for him to finishhh! so cute. i wish i could get a photo of him reading.. actually i think i'll try and take one now!

>:)

umm i couldn't... Basics

Name = kylie
Piercings = 2 in each ear
Tattoos = zilcch
Height = 5'2 or 5'3
Shoe size = 5 or 6?
Hair color = darkbrwn-black
Length = long :))!
Siblings = one

LAST...

Movie you rented = stealing harvard ((crap))
Movie you bought = er.. les miserables
Song you listened to = cherry scented by jack off jill
Song that was stuck in your head = love can move you by savage garden
CD you bought = lol i cant remember...
CD you listened to = same as above
Person you've called = curl (kylie m)
Person that's called you = lol i dont remember (no mob ;/)
TV show you've watched = the simpsons last night
Person you were thinking of = ryannnn

DO...

You have a bf or gf = yep, ryis :)
You have a crush on someone = ryisss
You wish you could live somewhere else = yeah, sometimes, i don't like being stuck at home
You think about suicide = not since awhile ago :)
Others find you attractive = probably not (but who would blame them!)
You want more piercings = nope
You drink = sometimes (cocktails are yumm)
You do drugs = nope
You smoke = nope
You like cleaning = when i'm in the mood
You like roller coasters = i LOVE them (i could live in an amusement park) - er except for wooden rattlely ones
You write in cursive or print = depends
You carry a donor card = nope

FOR OR AGAINST...

Long distance relationships =for.. why not? :)
Using someone = against
Killing people = er definitely against
Teenage smoking =against (even though i have done it once or twice)
Premarital sex = for
Driving drunk = against
Gay/lesbian relationship = of course, for
Soap operas = lol i don't care

FAVOURITE...

Food = ravioli (&parmesan cheese!), sushi, ice cream :D~~
Song = lotttsssssss
Thing to talk about = anything that leads to laughter (&good times ;p)
Sports = soccer (to play.. and watch.. *looks sideways*)
Drinks = dr pepper, water, tropical juice
Clothes = eh i dont know
Movies = amelie, 8 femmes, toy story 2, but ima cheerleader, les miserables
Band/singer = pj harvey
New nerdy saying = eh..?

HAVE YOU...

Ever cried over a guy/girl = yeh
Ever lied to someone = yah
Ever been in a fist fight = nope
Ever been arrested = nope

*deleted number section because it's stupid

FAVORITE...

Disney movie = *scratches head* aladdin i guess
Scent = mmm that one i smelt yesterday in grace bros; dolly girl by anna sui (mmm)
Word = i don't knoww! mm how about love
Nickname = ryis/ryoo
Guy name = ryann
Girl name = ruby, melody, heaven
Eye color = greenish bluee (ryan)
Color = YELLOW
Flower = frangi pansies
Piercing = none
Actress = reesee

*deleted DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...coz it's stupid

DESCRIBE YOUR...

Wallet: black and annoying (need a new one..)
Hairbrush: it WAS black. i lost it
Toothbrush: its blue and white
Jewelry worn daily: necklace from ryan and sleepers in my second ear piercing holes
Style: comfortable/casual (unless i feel like dressing up)
Room: slightly messy because of ryan :p
Blanket: my d00na! its a sea theme with green, purple and blue colours
Coffee cup: my tea cup actually.. is yellow on the inside, blue on the out and has some drug/medicine name (from my mum)
Sunglasses: olddddd and dodgy
Shoes: my boots are a biegish brown colour
Handbag: dark blue
Favorite top: eh
what are you wearing now?: long denim skirt, shirt, jumper and all that jazz
Hair: down and long
Make up: just lip balm called "enchant" grape scented,, mmm

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) ...

In my mouth x: a gobstopper
In my head x: why im feeling so tired??
Wishing: for my p's
After this: see if my sims thing finished downloading
Talking to: nobody.. was talking to cris and ryis
Eating: i was eating a gobstopper
If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason?: no one
Person you wish you could see right now: well ryan is here so friends! :)
Is next to you: ryan is, reading harry potter
Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month: holidaysss in general! not going to uni and doing uni work for one..
Something that you are deathly afraid of?: losing loved ones ;(
Do you like candles: yeah
Do you like hot wax: no.. ouch
Do you like incense: its okay. some scents give me headaches though
Do you like the taste of blood: nope
Do you believe in love: yes, of course :)
Do you believe in soul mates: of course
Do you believe in love at first sight: i guess so
Do you believe in forgiveness: definitely
Do you believe in God: yes
What do you want done with your body when you die: have my ashes spread around
Who is your worst enemy?: myself sometimes..
If you could have any animal for a pet: kitten/cat and i have :D
What is the latest you've ever stayed up: 8am the next morning? or later..
Ever been to Belgium?: nope :(
Can you eat with chopsticks: can birds fly? of course!
What's your favorite coin?: $2
What are 4 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to?: sydney ;p i don't know.. i like sydney!
What are some of your favorite pig out foods?: gummi lollies, chips, etc..
Whats something that you wish people would understand?: the world
What's something you wish you could understand better?: the world, myself, life
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time? school friends that i havent seen lately?
Something you want to make happen for tomorrow?: do what my mum wanted me to do. sleep. eat. clean my room. learn driving!

you're my dirty little secret

2003-06-23T03:22:45Z

it's painful when you know your new harry potter book is sitting by your bed tantalising you and softly whispering to you "read me kylieeee", yet all you can do is sit at your computer and continue to study for your exam in 2 days time... the agony!!
i know i shouldn't have started it, because now, (and only up to chapter 5) i want some moreeeeee :(
i didn't intend you buy it till after my exam on weds but ryan got it for me yesterday! arhahagh! (thanks ryis!! :D)

tomorrow is the day

2003-06-20T04:10:19Z

:D :D :D

lykiecherry @ 2003-06-20T13:09:00

2003-06-20T03:09:02Z

i reallyreallyreally hope i pass my economy essay that i handed in yesterday. (thanks cwissy for coming with me! so niceee :D) i'm worried that i won't and all my effort will be wasted. and then i might have to redo the subject (OMG NO!! *dies*) bahh. well i'll just have to wait and see. *twiddles thumbs*

it feels so weird... this semester has felt like a whole bludge. i think i should be making more of an effort with university work especially since i don't work but argh. :/ --maybe i deserve a fail :/

on a lighter note!! holidays soonn, well i consider myself on holidays now, even though i have an exam for human behaviour II next weds.
cris, ryan and i watched bruce almighty yesterday. it was okay, a littleeee sad at the end. i thought i was going to cry when he was praying because it was so sweet. but it's jim carrey.. so hrmm, nah "it's guuud"
i wanted to see the life of david gale because greater union said it was now showing but when we got there we were jipped! it wasn't and so we had to settle for brucee. i still want to see it because it sounds interesting!

erm, i don't think i'll keep this layout for very long. it takes too long to load... i only wanted to put it up because it's virginie! (virginie ledoyen) ..and she be a lookin' fine ;)

go to bed kessicaaaa

2003-06-14T16:37:51Z

RED
(i was bored and got the first survey from here)

What is love? (baby don't hurt meee).. nah, i don't think i can explain it in short :) ..maybe later

Name 3 things you feel very passionate about: ryan, friends, family

Does fire fascinate you? sometimes, i used to like lighting stuff on fire but i think the fun's worn off

Do you have a short temper? depends on my mood, with my family probably :\

Are you a friend to dragons? only the ones in harry potter ;)

Are you very warm hearted? i don't know? am i? i guess i can be!

Do you feel intense emotions? yessssssssss (and even more so when i pms)

ORANGE

Are you bright? i don't think so.. i want to be (smart)

What are the three most wholesome things you've done lately? i had soup today, i didn't sleep in too long and i started reading so i could do my economy assignment. (i don't know if that's healthy..)

Is vibrance a good characteristic to have? definitely!

Are you rich in self confidence? noooooooope! :/

Are you rich in vitamin c? ummm nah. i don't take it as much anymore.

Is lala orange your favorite rainbow bright character? i don't know... are they ponies? heh

YELLOW

Are you a very happy person? sometimes!

Do you like the sun? yes, i like it a lottttt but i dont like looking at it

Do you ever feel utter and complete joy? i have my moments ;D

Do you feel like the volume in your life is all the way up? not all the time...

Do you feel warm inside when you hug people? yES! unless it's like a fake hug :/

If you were a care bear would you be cheer bear? i don't remember them well but cheer bear sounds cute so id probably want to be

Are you lemon scented? nopeeeee, although fruity scents are nice!

GREEN

Are you incredibly lucky? lol, i dont think so :p i wishhhhhh mate

Are you easy going? i can beeee

Are you very mischievious? heh yessss, i like to have fun.

Are you very lusty/sexy? lol no. and what does that q have to do with the colour green?

Ever find a four leafed clover? yes, many!

Are you fresh like mint? nope ;(

Does nature speak to you? bahhh only if you're out camping in winter, freezing your ass off and starting to hallucinate then yeh.

BLUE

Do you love to look at water? yep, especially at the beach ;D

Are you calm/relaxed? sometimes. i can be. not if i'm nervous.. obviously!

Is it very difficult to upset you? nah, depends on my mood and probably whether or not i'm pmsing..

Are you at peace? at the moment, yessss

Are you comforting? lol probably not, i dont know if i say the right thing at the right times sometimes..

Are you well balanced? i dont know

Are you content? at the moment, yES!

PURPLE

Are you royalty? nope

Are you very free spirited? i can be

Are you conceited? i dont think so, no

Do you have a passion for indulgence? yeah, not a passion but i indulge.. when i shouldn't

Are you a grape? yummmm

Are you a purple horseshoe? ?!?!

PINK

Are you less than intense? sometimes

Are you incredibly feminine? no, but i discovered that i'm very into lip gloss for some reason

BLACK

Do you absorb everything possible? lol, YES especially the heat. jk, nah i don't think so. my attention is pretty ugh sometimes

Are you incredibly energetic? lol nuhhhh but i plan to go to the gym one day soon!

GOLD

Are you expensive? noooooooo, *looks at her price tag* 50c! cheap cheapp

Are you worth it? only with loreal. nyeh. barrrrrr

not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems

2003-06-11T14:00:18Z

i was 1/2 hr late to my test today because i woke up late :/ not that it really mattered bcause i couldn't do half of it anyway. i hope i passssss nevertheless.

i can't wait till next week is over because i have two essays due then. bahhhhhh

sometimes i think i should do more work for uni, but i'm so lazy.. :(:(

my stomach is hurting really bad because of my coughing. good thing i got cough medicine today!!

Cwissys survey (do it!)

~basics~

what do people call you?
no i meant..to your face..:
loser!!! no.. kylie

if you were a tree and someone cut you down, how many rings would you have? rings?! trunk rings?! (im dumb..) i dunno.. what ryan said.. 19 coz i'm 19?? or as many as i want coz if i were a treeeeeee... ;p

if you were a tree and someone cut you down, how godamn pissed off would you be? hrmm, i would be annoyed, and i would roll around so i could flatten them :)

do you have any friends? no!!!!!

no really, do you? (and dont lie to me - lies make baby jesus cry) i said no ok!!!!!! leave me alone ;( just kidding! only you crissss! just kidding! :)

feel like sharing a fave lyric? what if the worlddd were a little more perfecttttt - maren ord (perfect!)

if no, howsabout taking your clothes off for the camera =D *click*? lol howsabout no?

~pick one~ (i choo choo choooosee you)

mr/miss right greased up butt naked and served up on a plate to your front door, or your dream car loaded with cash to last you the rest of your life? sinceeee i can get ryis to turn up butt naked and served up on a plate to my front door anytime (good idea tho!!! :D~) i'd take the latter :)

corn or cornbread? ewwwww cornbread!! definitely corn!

eminem or m&m's? m&ms!!!!

epping or eastwood? epping!

avril lavigne or michelle branch? (pls note, choose avril and i kill you..unless if you do this anonymously..hrm..if you do this anon, pls strangle your own throat for me..many thanks) lol mishelle i like both though.. :p .. i just dont want to be killed.. :p

billy bob thornton or a thorn in your toe? (and yes i realise both are equally painful, hence the question) thorn in my toeeeeee

god, buddha or ganesh? god

yoga or yoda? lol yoga

yo! or wazzzaaaaahhhhh? wazzzaah

ani difranco or pj harvey? mmm hard but prob pj harvey!! :DDD coz i saw her in concert and shes the besttt

wear glasses to look intelligent but have no real purpose or use, or wear coloured contacts to look cool but have no real purpose or use? contacts ;D

~out of curiosity~

any ideas as to when the hell justin timberlake buffed up and got hot? (personally i reckon it's the lack of those girly gay curly locks he used to house on his tiny head) he hasn't gotten hot :/ .. so im still waiting ;p

do you listen to jason mraz? who??¿?

if no, come with me to the metro on june 6th to see him live! =DDDD yes? goodo! MAYBE!! june?!?!? i didnt know cwissy lived in the past..

ever seen john mayer perform? nopeee

if yes, can you pls explain to me why he does that freaky lip curl thing he does?? (its just bloody scary, and kinda offputting..) because he is like harry potter

got a neat party trick? lol yes i can bore people with no entertainment :/ *plays with her streamers and balloons instead*

if no, i'd just like to point out *points to your third nipple* that you don't see that everyday.. thats a pimple you nerd!! :p

got a good song you'd like to recommend? the one im listening to now. download and listen!!

can you make sense of these lyrics for me: "so go on place your order now, cause some of the time is right around the clock
you can stand in line, well it finally begins, oh just around the block, you can have your pick, if your stomach is sick, whether you eat or not"?
it means you've been waiting too long for food you've requested and when you finally get to eat your stomach is sick because it has eaten your insides out and it no longer matters if you eat.

remember that song what is love by hadaway?
if so, sing it with me now! what is love?! baby don't hurrrt me! w00 break it down! what is loveeeeeeeeee baby dont hurttttt me dont hurt me no more lalala

sponge bob square pants, i.r.baboon, and mojo jojo are all drowning in the ocean and a great white shark is heading straight for them. since you're puny, you can only save one, who will it be? why the hell would a shark want to eat sponge?! i'd probably save the baboon..

sweet dreams are made of these

2003-06-10T09:58:42Z

I LOVE YOU CURL!!
i didn't get around to mentioning this, but i thought now i should... because i'd like to acknowledge the sweetest of a certain someone!

on friday i came home with ryan to find a box wrapped in pressie paper with a card and my name on the envelope on the doorstep! it looked like curls handwriting and then i opened the card and it wassssss :D and OMG in the box was her old phone! she gave me her phone!!!!!!!!!!!! (since mine was stolen..) the card said she bought another one and i was like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! but i can't let her give it to me, i'm going to try and pay her back!! now all i have to do is call optus back up and get a prepaid simcard :D curl you are THE BEST and you are sooooo sweet!!!!!!! arghagarhagrhhhhh so sweeet to me :)))))

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ryan and i saw 2 fast 2 furious on friday afternoon in the city. i thought i was going to fall asleep in it, but it was okay actually, some funny bits in it. then we went back to my place, first hiring out 8 femmes (!!!!!!!!) and me myself and irene. i wanted to see mm&i because the people that did their presentation in human behaviour II, the day before they showed a little bit of it and it was funnnnnny! (the vagiclean bit... ;p)

8 femmes was really good!! (go see it) i wanna learn how to speak french so i can understand, even though there were subtitles. ryis liked it tooooo, except he didn't like the music.. but i did!! lol i downloaded 3 songs, even though they're french ;p lol the very first song in the movie sounds like a grease song. so dance...

rahhhh. i have a jap test tomorrow and i've barely studied :/ arhh, the end of the semester is always one of rush

when you look up and see 19 stars you know it's no ordinary day

2003-06-09T10:47:31Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING RYAN!!!
My Otakuuuuuuu !

awww, cute!

and again, awww, cute!

Love you Ryis!
*mwaaaaaaaaah*

& a big thankyou to everyoneeeeee who helped and/or came to the surprise party! *mwah*

edit: didn't really do this at 12:00am... heh :p

dear destiny, hold my hand for another day

2003-06-03T08:58:35Z

sometimes i dislike how everything you know, or grown to love, know and deem as familiar is so unstable and can come crumbling down into this sheer nothingness (and you shudder at the thought it could become something so unfamiliar and odd to you, as if you were outside looking in...) at the snap of your fingers. why do we trust when we don't know what's behind every corner? not necessarily speaking in terms of people, but of life in general

this is why i don't do personal here.

lykiecherry @ 2003-06-03T18:50:00

2003-06-03T08:50:52Z

everytime i open up livejournal i always feel uninspired to write anything deep and meaningful and probably personal as well.. i guess that's due to many factors such as who reads, and whether or not when i want that audience when i have unleashed myself.. nevertheless this is a nice place to write about my memorable events and to ponder upon some aspects to which i am willing to disclose.

ryan was in an accident this morning on the way to uni ;( a truck ran into him on the roundabout... it was the truck drivers fault and everything
and i'm just sooo glad he's okay!!!!!! ... but i mean.. a truck!! :(:(:(:(:( :`( i could cry seriously because i hate seeping into counterfactual thinking and then begin wondering about the 'what ifs' etc.., i know i shouldnt!
:(;( so i'm just SOOOOO grateful and relieved he's fine and not hurt. *sigh*

its 4 days till hes birthday too. i can't wait.

something to make me smile.

2003-05-29T05:08:00Z

*sigh*